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Monday, November 16, 2009

Mon, 16 Nov 2009 05:01:10 GMT

I'm really hurt.
I can't believe I fell for someone as insensitive and blockheaded as you.
after you stopped loving me, you stopped putting yourself in my shoes. you stopped being a friend. a friend does not assume the other person is ridiculous or retarded and and randomly blow off at the other person without even listening and understanding where the other person is coming from. especially when you are the one that acted on selfish terms. you know how strong i've been and how well i'm getting over you. but i guess you take that for granted just like how you took me for granted.
my friends and i always strive to resolve conflicts and be there for one another. you, on the other hand, do not. i don't know if i can be your friend if this is the way you will act towards me.
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seems like all the guys that i love and are dear in my heart end up hurting me. i hope my father will be different... and that he'll understand what's in my heart. i pray he will have the courage to face reality and find solutions that will not repeat his family history. i also pray for strength for what is to come.

kArE

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 05:27:44 GMT

i've been composing for eight years;
i feel like my song style has changed recently.
i can't watch teen chick flicks anymore;
i can no longer relate to them
and it's sad cuz everything was so innocent back then.
what lies ahead is nothing simple.
love will not be simple but a journey, a struggle.
maybe there will be excitement in the beginning that will fade,
maybe it will last for a lifetime...
it doesn't matter
cuz i'm not waiting and looking anymore
either things will come or it will not.
crash and burn.

kArE

Monday, November 02, 2009

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 04:28:14 GMT

The realization when your heart learns to heal and be happy again is wondrous! Thank you for making me sleep and wake up happy!

kArE

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Sat, 17 Oct 2009 05:57:15 GMT

it's scary how the phrase "in a relationship" can define so much about two people and the life they share together. it shows love and commitment to be with each other, no matter how hard or how far the distance. without this phrase, you and i are just in two separate worlds with no ties to each other. even friendship cannot be that strong of a bond to tie us together.

i've been avoiding facebook... no need to check your page every day and see how well you are doing without me. you're probably so happy of your freedom to do whatever the hell you want without thinking twice about me. me on the other hand, i've found a new hobby: running on a treadmill while catching up on my tv shows :) makes me happy that i'm exercising and that i'm watching tv shows at the same time! what better way to be efficient? :D

kArE

Monday, October 12, 2009

Mon, 12 Oct 2009 04:59:49 GMT

you're the worst, most selfish person ever.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Sat, 10 Oct 2009 01:22:24 GMT

I want to be a manager because I believe good management is key to the success of the company. A manager should be sensitive to how his or her actions affect employees. Without the employees, management cannot stand alone. Of course, we live in a fast-paced, competitive, capitalistic world and demand the best from employees. However, if employees are not given the chance to improve and get to know the company culture through proper training and a trial period, then the company fails in achieving their goal in the most efficient manner.

I don't believe employees are lazy by nature. If they applied for the job, want it and stay for awhile, then they initially want the job. It is up to both the employee and the employer to create motivation and an intellectual setting. Human are designed to be curious and learn new things. If the manager constantly provides such an intellectual and challenging setting, I believe the company will gain from individual employees in the long run.

kArE

Monday, October 05, 2009

Mon, 05 Oct 2009 01:36:12 GMT

A great unhappiness has come over me
I'm still in shock from the change of you
Yes, we're still friends 'cause it makes us feel better
But after everything we've been through,
You're the one that gave up on us.

How come when I wanted to give up,
I still let you back into my life?
But when you want to give up,
There's no more room for negotiation?

kArE

Monday, September 28, 2009

Mon, 28 Sep 2009 22:03:13 GMT

True Love
Original Composition by Karen Lin

What is with me?
I'm so alone again in my sleep crying
Was full of hope for you and me
Together forever
I let my guard down, took a risk,
But now its too late
My tears can't stop, flowing down my cheeks

And it's been hours trying to figure out
What went wrong 'cause you don't seem to know yourself
It really hurts when you know things were right
But he thinks there's something missing all this time

Chorus:
True love
Am I really gona experience this feeling?
To own it, hold it, and carry it along with me
Your love
Was the warmth I felt when I was with you dreaming
Don't know if you've given up or just too scared to embrace me
Of my happily ever after fairytale stories.

I can't let go
I try so hard but just can't seem to go on
Was this a wrong turn or is this the end of
Our love song
I dream on hoping happiness is there
I am searching
But now i'm tired you let me down

And it's been hours trying to figure out
What went wrong 'cause you don't seem to know yourself
It really hurts when you know things were right
But he thinks there's something missing all this time

Chorus:
True love
Am I really gona experience this feeling?
To own it, hold it, and carry it along with me
Weak now
Belief in true love's existence makes me wana breathe on
A search, a hope of finding a hidden treasure, surviving
From the ugly truth of never finding my true love story

'Cause what you said
And what you done
Still can't stop hurting me today
I'm on my own
No words to say
You left me stranded in this way

Chorus:
True love
Am I really gona experience this feeling?
To own it hold it and carry it along with me
Your love
Was the warmth i felt when i was with you dreaming
Don't know if you've given up or just too scared to embrace me
Of my happily ever after fairytale stories.

September 28, 2009

Monday, September 28, 2009

Mon, 28 Sep 2009 05:48:02 GMT

i thought i was done getting hurt.
i let my wall around my heart down.
got careless.
i deserve it.
i knew it was too good to be true.

Friday, August 21, 2009

Fri, 21 Aug 2009 07:47:28 GMT

karen, get over it.