inspired after watching the movie "Snow Angel":

'cause i like what i believe
that everything will resolve happily
despite what breaks our hearts
and leads us on a path astray
we always have our hope in Thee
'cause if i do not believe
in things that can't be seen
i will lose my faith in me
and turn into a snow angel and be
someone who i strive not to be.
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i guess it's easy to break someone's heart, someone's trust
retrieving it takes work, a lot of work, gotta put down the pride
you have to know when you lost something or lost someone
you gotta know when to admit to your mistakes if you think you got one
it's not easy being a good person
someone who truly relates and empathizes with other's feelings
making sure that all your actions will not hurt those you love, those you care
being sensitive to how those you love and care feel
but even so we still try every day to be that good person
sometimes lying in the end to keep up that good image
this is a mistake, a grave one you shouldn't make
'cause it's like a slap in the face, again and again
something that i will gradually not stand with time
something that will make me know you're not mine
i wish giving second chances would be that easy
to resolve the problem and mend the devastate heart
but sometimes people fall and people fly
you have fallen while i've flown away high.
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we had those good times, where have they gone?
i can no longer accept you into my life
don't know how to deal with your emotions nor mine
we've gone a full circle; we're a total mess
i wish we can re-walk the circle hand in hand
open our hearts more and dust off the years
i'm tired now; i don't want to cry
i guess it's easier if we don't even try.

kArE

i've been composing for eight years;
i feel like my song style has changed recently.
i can't watch teen chick flicks anymore;
i can no longer relate to them
and it's sad cuz everything was so innocent back then.
what lies ahead is nothing simple.
love will not be simple but a journey, a struggle.
maybe there will be excitement in the beginning that will fade,
maybe it will last for a lifetime...
it doesn't matter
cuz i'm not waiting and looking anymore
either things will come or it will not.
crash and burn.

kArE

it's scary how the phrase "in a relationship" can define so much about two people and the life they share together. it shows love and commitment to be with each other, no matter how hard or how far the distance. without this phrase, you and i are just in two separate worlds with no ties to each other. even friendship cannot be that strong of a bond to tie us together.

i've been avoiding facebook... no need to check your page every day and see how well you are doing without me. you're probably so happy of your freedom to do whatever the hell you want without thinking twice about me. me on the other hand, i've found a new hobby: running on a treadmill while catching up on my tv shows :) makes me happy that i'm exercising and that i'm watching tv shows at the same time! what better way to be efficient? :D

kArE